Ok seriously i am a teribble blogger!not really a terrible writer as i frequently writes through my facebook status haha (not sure whether those count!). My last post here was more than a year ago!Since becoming full time housewife, i don't really had the chance to be in front of the computer and the feeling is not the same to blog from mobile. But lately especially since i stopped breastfeeding my son, i would find some time to be in front of the computer after everybody goes to sleep.
So....nothing much about me. Still a housewife. Not even a part time job or online business and such. My 3yo daughter goes to half day playschool in the morning so i focus on getting things done and quality time with my 1.5yo son. Fetch daughter from school at 12pm and we usually buy or eat lunch at Aeon where i can buy groceries then back to home. They usually have their afternoon nap and i can cook for dinner then !#%$^%&^* husband is back!Walah sweet life!Alhamdulillah. But honestly i am kinda getting bored here haha. Been thinking should i start doing small business or any freelance thing but then my husband is a busy entrepreneur, i don't want to put him in a situation where he needs to make time for my business. One of the reasons i decided to be a housewife is so that he could focus on his business without having to worry about who going to take care of our kids if i have to travel for work etc.
Well....the good part about being bored is you have the chance to reflect on life. I think i have improved myself in becoming a better muslimah, Alhamdulillah. I feel that now i don't have any 'duniawi' to chase. Not sure whether i am telling this in a right way but yeah i feel like my purpose of life now just to make sure my kids, my family to go through this world in a manner that will get us into heaven. I leave the search for money etc2 to my husband haha. But since i got time to study, its my duty to always remind him to make sure everything is halal, not making enemies, gives back and such such in doing business. Even in terms of clothing also since i don't have to think about working environment and such thus it is easier for me to change and not really following the outside trend. But i think it is only the matter of following different trend. I don't know, i don't want to offend anyone. It just being at home have different influence in how you think. You see the world in a different angle. It's like now you are outside and you see everyone inside being so busy. I guess Allah has set this for me. I've been lost and it's time for me to stay put, think and change.
I think that's it for tonight. I don't want to write everything in my mind or else i don't have anything to write for the next post. Let's see when that is haha. So i leave this with latest picture of us during Aidilfitri 2016!Goodnight!
That 'I' & 'Me',
Hayfa
